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Hey guys! :iconrovas117: here! How are you guys all doing? Journal Entry #727 ~~~~~ The Final Days ~~~~~~ It’s crazy how heavy clothing can be. Over the following days, I’ve done nothing but pack. I’ve filled my suitcases to the brim with as much stuff as I can that I am allowed to carry without going over the weight limit. It’s been a challenge to say the least. Clothes, jackets, thermals, socks, and underwear are very light but stuff them together and it becomes a heavy mess. I’ve had to keep inventory using a spreadsheet to keep track of how much stuff I brought with me because it’s been a doozy. But I was successful and now my suitcases are primed and ready. I leave this coming Saturday evening. I’m leaving everything behind. It feels…way too fast. I feel like I’m genuinely not ready. I don’t think I ever will be. These final days are going to be both impossibly quick and long at the same time. ~~~~~ END ~~~~~ LINK DUMP! Visit my FF . net Page:

Hey guys! :iconrovas117: here! How are you guys all doing? Journal Entry #725 and 726 ~~~~~ Fun in the Sun ~~~~~~ It seems appropriate. By the end of the month I am about to uproot my entire life from this tropical country in the hopes of finding better and greener pastures abroad. I’m not sure things are going to go and I’m not exactly excited about the new problems both foreseen and unforeseen that are sure to pop up. But before all that I have one last hurrah. One final time to have fun in the sun. My family and I are going to go on a short tropical vacation. We’re going to visit family in the province, go swim at the beach and just have a blast. It’s been a while since we last did this and I’m not even sure when we’ll ever get to do it again; especially with me leaving and whatnot. It feels poignant. I get to spend time with my family before I leave them for an indefinite amount of time. Obviously I’ll still keep in touch. But the fact of the matter is, by the end of the

Hey guys! :iconrovas117: here! How are you guys all doing? Journal Entry #724 ~~~~~ The Final Stretch ~~~~~~ It is now April. It honestly feels surreal to look back on how far I’ve come. It feels like I started the ball rolling many years ago but it was honestly not that long ago that it was decided for me to study abroad in Canada. It felt so far away. Fast forward to now and it feels like it’s going way too fast. I’m leaving in the last days of the month and I don’t feel like I’m ready. I don’t think I’m ever going to be. I’m scared of how things are going to be. I’m going to be a stranger in a strange land. It’s going to be new experiences and new trials and tribulations every day for an undetermined amount of time. I don’t know if I’m going to succeed. I’m not guaranteed success and while I’m told that it’s alright to fail, obviously I don’t want to. That would be a crushing defeat for me. I could wax poetic about my worries, my fears, my hopes, my dreams, and my